Sorry for what?

Posted on September 26th, 2008

This song is driving me crazy! I love and hate this song. I love the beat but the meaning behind it bothers me. I had to listen to it 3 times and then searched for lyrics to find out what they were really saying. Basically she’s apologizing to the guy/ex-boyfriend for not being his idea of an Angel, for not being his ideal ‘perfect’ girlfriend etc.

Now it’s like you never knew my heart
I swear sometimes you are
So hard on me cause I’m not everything
That you want me to be
I’m so sorry
I didn’t want you to see me this way
I’m so sorry
I didn’t mean to fall from grace
I didn’t mean to fall from grace

I’m sorry i couldn’t wear your
Halo, Halo, Halo, Halo
Sorry i couldn’t be your
Angel, Angel, Angel, Angel
I’m sorry i couldn’t wear your
Halo, Halo, Halo, Halo
Sorry i didn’t stroke your
Ego, Ego, Ego, Oh No
I was with him but I guess i wasn’t able
I’m sorry i couldn’t wear your halo
Halo, Halo

PLZz! I will never apologize to a picky boyfriend for not being his perfect girl. If you honestly gave it the best you can and they are still not happy and love you for what you have to give, then why bother apologizing. It’s not your fault the bf/gf is so picky. From the lyrics, I’m imagining some guy always nagging her for not being a trophy girlfriend/wife or something. Sorry for not being your new Stepford Wife you psycho! Anyways, I know it’s just a song, I like PCD…but if you want a post-break up song, this is not it. It will just make you feel worthless like shit, in a catchy-beat kind of way lol. Timbaland produced it I think.

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I’m twenty two, I’m twenty two

Posted on September 25th, 2008

There are times when I just feel like I’m in high school again and today was another one of those days when those familiar feelings crept in again. Why, why, WHY do people never sit next to me in any of my classes??? Why do I always get ignored?? Do I offend? Am I intimidating? No and definitely no. LAWD!! I don’t get it. I’m a very nice girl.

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Waiting around for a hurricane is boring.

Posted on September 12th, 2008

There is nothing to do and no where to go. And it’s Friday!

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I felt like being a nerd today

Posted on September 5th, 2008

… and needed a break from studying procrastinating (because procrastinating takes up so much time and energy) so I decided to mess around with wordpress themes. I took the Lightweight theme and changed some stuff around to make it more me. There are some errors but meh…I’ll fix that up later.

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My fortune from the fortune cookie at Panda Express reads:

You are a fun-loving person and will find much happiness.

Hmm…I don’t know about the fun-loving part…I mean, I DO love fun but I haven’t experienced any of that lately. I’ve been in a crappy mood all summer. I do hope to find happiness soon though, I don’t like to feel sad.

Things that made me *gasp* with excitement:

1. Oh mah gah!! This put a smile to my face! It’s my home grrl Britney rehearsing something. I am a out of the closet Britney fan. I can’t wait to see her at the VMA’s this Sunday. I still believe she will make a come-back, and when she tours in Houston again, I definitely want to go!

2. I found a $20 bill today.

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Unhappy Hang returns

Posted on September 4th, 2008

I’ve been feeling gloomy lately. I don’t know if it’s school, my family or this one particular person that makes me feel this way…it could be all three. It probably is all three.

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